Saturday, July 30, 2011

EPOV teaser

The next morning my alarm went off, but I was already awake. My eyes were glued to the ceiling, staring blankly at the white expanse. In the time I had been staring I had noticed the nail pops, small cracks in the plasterboard, and the all consuming ache in my chest.

I had slept terribly; tossing and turning, fighting nightmares, and periods of insomnia.

As I laid there I realized it was the first night in months that Bella wasn't next to me in the bed. Her wonderful freesia scent and warmth filling the room. It had been months since I had awoken without her soft body curled into mine, our limbs entangled.

Instead, this morning, the bed was cold.

No good morning kisses.

No morning sex with my goddess.

No sweet smiles.

No Bella.

My Bella.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Another teaser Breach Chapter 14

We were so behind that it was Thursday afternoon and I still hadn’t eaten anything. I found myself making stupid mistakes and knew I needed to take a break, but at the same time there were only two hours left until I headed out.

Jack had dictated that I wasn’t to stay past six for the next week or he would escort me out personally. Any attempts to tell him I was fine fell on deaf ears. He was the boss after all.
Edward hadn’t really spoken to me since I had returned but today he felt the need to address that I existed.

“Isabella, go eat something,” Edward spoke when I was midway through the Hansen file. I could see in my peripheral that his head had not turned in my direction, he was still staring at the screen.

“No,” I responded, my eyes still on the screen, my fingers typing away on the Hansen file.

“Go,” he commanded.

“I’m not hungry,” I responded. Didn’t he know he couldn’t tell me what to do anymore?

He slammed his hands down on his desk, startling me. My head snapped up to look at him and I watched him walk briskly out of the door. He returned a moment later and slammed something onto my desk.

“Eat it,” he demanded.


“Eat the fucking granola bar before I shove it down your throat.”

I picked up the granola bar and threw it against the wall. It hit with a crack and fell to the floor.

“Oh, I’ve heard that threat before,” I spat up at him.

His eyes grew wide as he stared down at me. His mask slipped and I could see, just for a split second, the pain that lay beneath.

I had to admit it hurt to see that pain in his eyes, because if he was in pain I couldn’t help to wonder why he had separated us then. All that brought was a tightening pain in my chest and hope. I had to
squash the hope.

Nothing good came with hope.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Teaser chapter 14

The week had been hard.
Get up, go to work, maybe eat lunch, go home, crawl into bed, rinse and repeat.
I never ate dinner, so it didn’t surprise me when after a week my clothes were loose.
I didn’t care. I stopped caring. Caring took too much effort and caring for someone took everything.
Emmett, Kate, and Garrett had gone to referring to him as “the asshat”. They didn’t talk about him much, which was ok because I didn’t want to talk about him or talk at all.
So I stopped.
No more talking.
No more smiling, no more caring, no more mask.
No more Bella.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Teaser partial kinda sorta maybe


So, a lot of the reviews from the last chapter mention the fear and displeasure that Edward will play around with other women, some even mentioning the 'boob squad'.


That's just not him. Yes, before Bella he was having his needs met by women, but the situation is different now. He has feelings for Bella and it wasn't just her heart broken. We will read more on that during his POV in 2 weeks.

Love to you all!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Just words

Can I say that I'm actually a little scared to post the next few chapters? I have a strong feeling there are going to be flames and, honestly, I don't handle those too well. That's why I'm trying to get the next two chapters mostly done before the next one posts. Negative reviews can really get you down. They don't all have to be positive, but the ones that cut you aren't needed. All they do is drag me down and make me not want to write (partially what happened to halt HWYDTM) and there is still so much to tell on Breach that I don't want that to happen. There's even a sequel!

I'll tell myself not to read the reviews for fear I will see one, but I know curiousity will get to me.

Be gentle?

Lots of love,

Monday, July 18, 2011

Teaser chapter 13

His grip grew tighter, kisses rougher, thrusts harder. It was to the point of pain. Everything was coming to a head and soon Edward was going to break. I also knew that if I didn’t help him he would take me with him and I would not come out unscathed.
He was ending us in the same way we began. Only harder. Breaking our connection with force. His anger, hurt, and pain laid bare as he took it all out on me.
“Please, Edward. Come back to me!” I cried out, but I knew it was useless. I couldn’t pull him out, he was too far gone.
His hands tightened around my arms, squeezing so hard I cried out in pain. His body was shaking, tearless sobs rocking his body.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Teaser chapter???

I thought I would tease, to see how many are watching. Mostly because I want to share, not tease, because I am so excited about what it to come I want everyone to read it. It's bad, don't get me wrong. I don't like what is about to happen, but it's a good thing. I promise. Also, I promise to work on this blog and get it running, it's just hard with all I have on my plate.

So, here it is. Are you watching??

The windshield wipers moved back and forth furiously as I waited in the left hand turn lane for an opening. The light was still green, stale red for the cross street.
Green means go, but apparently not everyone knew that red meant stop.
I heard the squealing of the tires against the wet pavement as they grabbed for some friction to stop on the water filled road. I saw in my peripheral as a work van flew over the white line before the crunching of metal filled my ears.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Teaser chapter 12

“Oh, my God. Could you quit flaunting your tits around? I’m getting so sick of looking at yours I can hardly stand to look at my own! And, by the way, if he hasn’t taken the bait yet, he isn’t going to!” Kate exclaimed, attempting to get the point across to two B.S. members, Tanya and Bree.
I was having a very difficult time not spitting out my coffee. In fact it was in my mouth and I was attempting to swallow it, but all I wanted to do was laugh. That would have resulted in coffee all over my desk and files and there was nothing worse than coffee stained documents.
A chanced a glance over at Edward who was also attempting not to laugh, his hand covering his mouth, concealing his upturned lips. His eyes betrayed him, laugh lines crinkling in the corners.
Laugh lines.
I wanted to see those more often.
It was short lived when Emmett’s booming voice rang out around the walls.
“Morning!” he greeted with a huge grin accentuating his dimples.
He and Edward exchanged a brief glare before turning back to me and smiling. The ‘boob squad’ thankfully took that as their cue to leave.
“Hey, Bells, guess who I ran into last night?” he asked, plopping down on the chair in the corner of our office.
“Who?” I questioned, curious as to who we both knew that he would run into.
“Carmen,” he stated.